Share all my love with you ♥

16 November 2009 @ 03:58 pm

Back to school, once again.
Feel weird this monday, travelling to school. After all, have been having attachment for a month already. Suddenly returning back to school on week 5 seems totally weird to me.
It was weird when I had to go for attachment when it was week 1, but had got used to attachment. But after a day of school for just 5 hours, I've gotten back to the school feeling.

This week is a totally slack week for me, have elearning, a few hours lesson and ends school early.
But of course, not everyday.

Had a great chat with em & jo on sat night, they encourage me to retake Os english again. But everytime i think of it, I feel so scared. It's just english has always been my weakest for exams, i don't know why.

Seriously, is my command of english that bad? or do i just have the exam jitters? Anyone wanna tell me? I need the truth.

Had a real bad cramp and lower abdominal pain yesterday, but usually i shouldn't have this symtoms because I'm taking contraceptive pills. Either means my cancer has relapse or just something is wrong but not so serious? I pray for the second option.

Gonna observe for a few days, if it persist, then prolly i would call the doctor for an earlier appt.
Pray hard it's nothing.

:X

Write

12 November 2009 @ 09:09 pm

Piece of shit

There're just some fucking people who don't realise their fucking problem.

You should seriously do some self reflections. Think about what are the problems and attitude that you need to change yourself and stop being so selfish. The world does not only rotate around you.

Fucking make me pissed. Haven't been on the good mood these two weeks because of these selfish and fucking people who enjoy making people life difficult because it make their life so much easier. Know what? Screw you!

Seriously fuck. Fuck you who ask me to leave early, fuck you too for being so fucking lazy. You've a fucking part in this homework we have. Fuck you for trying to be nice but you're just too fucking lazy.

I've enough of fucking lazy people in my project group that i have to deal with previously that i fucking hate entertaining people like you now. Now lazy and selfish people makes me fucking mad easily. But luckily, i dont have to suffer this anymore once its over.

What a fucking waste of time.

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

Tags: via ljapp

3 Written | Write

12 November 2009 @ 07:07 pm

(no subject)

YES!
Tomorrow is finally the last attachment day! I'm freaking excited!
Gonna have a great feast tomorrow night, YES. I'm so excited to have a good feast tomorrow!

I've finally finish watching virtues of harmony 2 again, for the second time. Now i feel so bored with nothing to do and watch. Now back to watching power sunday, but it doesn't seems to appeal to me as i'm such a great TVB fan :D

Back to doing nothing, and finding more things to do.
HAHAHAHA.

Write

08 November 2009 @ 12:54 am

(no subject)

37.8, 36.6, 37.3, 38.1, 38.9, 39.2, finally 36.3

This was my temperature that I had thorough the whole of yesterday plus this morning.
My temperature rose from 38.1 at 4.30pm to 38.9 at 8pm, finally 39.2 at 9pm. By the time I can't even concentrate & worse my shift only end at 9pm. I couldn't take it anymore and I had to leave one hour earlier to see the doctor. Prolly just some virus infection, I was worried for a moment, it may be H1N1.

Luckily, my fever is totally gone now :)

Today met poly mates at bugis. Weekends are totally hateful, because everywhere you walk, there's so much people. Had awesome food and chatting, gonna miss them cause we would have lesser time to meet up already.

Gotta sleep soon, nights.

2 Written | Write

01 November 2009 @ 09:48 pm

(no subject)

Some people are really just so selfish, damn freaking annoying.

Yesterday went to sit the flyer, quite fun but i feel quite uncomfortable cause there are so many people in the cabin.
Met with my friends after that, we were damn random at making decision with where are we going and what are we doing. But it's really great and funny! :D

But I still got a place i wanna go and many things i wanna eat. When would i be able to accomplish all these?

Tomorrow, i'm going IMH for attachment, quite worrying, but hope it would be fun! :D

( Fly with meeeee :) )

Write

28 October 2009 @ 11:14 pm

The little things

Just the little things that my mom and my friend did really brighten up my day :)

I couldn't help but smile when i receive my friend's sms, it's so sweet.

Tomorrow it's morning shift, having the horrible day of changing afternoon to morning shift. I can wave goodbye to my beauty sleep.

Presenting my case study tomorrow, sheez. Wish me the best of luck man, i'm nervous and worried that i won't do well.

Well, nights all!

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

Tags: via ljapp

Write

28 October 2009 @ 11:45 am

(no subject)

I really should start mind my own business.

I hate it when people raise my hopes high and then, decided to smash it.

And i really dont understand some people sometimes. What are friends for when you don't treat me like a friend at all. Sometimes i feel i really don't understand you.

I don't know and should I even care?

I really had enough.

Write

21 October 2009 @ 05:01 pm

(no subject)

Been tested for my skills these past 2 days, really stress!
Even the skills that I can usually do with no problem was a big problem to me because I can't even think straight when I'm stress.
And i talk so much softer than i usually talk that i can't even hear myself. Worse, I was wearing mask. The CI had to kept asking me to repeat or she had to lean closer to hear me. LOL.

Still need to do case study, omg. The CI's expectation is so different, I scared I don't know how to do. SIGH.
Totally stress! I hate to do case study.

I still got one and a half week more. Somebody save me ):

Write

18 October 2009 @ 09:13 pm

come & go.

There are just some things that can never be the same again.

For a fact, I really miss NR0728. First, i really miss the class. Second, i prefer how the system work better for that cohort. 08 batch one really sucks, I really don't know how they arrange attachment schedule and the people posted, it's very different.

Although the new class is not that bad, but yet it just cannot replace NR0728. After all, they have been together for a year already. I really feel out of place sometimes because I can't just join into their conversation. When they celebrate each other birthday, but not mine. I feel quite out of place & sad. But I don't blame them.

Same for the cliq, we were much closer in secondary school but as the time passes, we all grew apart because we all are busy with our poly life. And some problems happen within the cliq that is not visible but in the heart. If you ask us to state the problem, i bet we can't either. There's just a scar somewhere.

I really don't know why things would turn out like that, but I guess life is just like that. Friends come and go, but only true friends would stay.

On a even sadder note,
Attachment starts tomorrow!
SUCKS.

Write

16 October 2009 @ 02:17 pm

sing a song

Feel so sick and tired. I'm so sleepy, but I already slept 9 hours or more. I scared that thing is back again.
:(

Feel so depressed and sad now. Where is my company when I need them?

Write

14 October 2009 @ 11:57 pm

on feet all day,

Attachment officially starts next week, yet again.
I'm saying hello to SGH again, say goodbye when 2 weeks arrived & hello to IMH and also say goodbye when 2 weeks comes.
But waking up at 5am for the morning shift, 10am for afternoon doesn't seems appealing to me at all.
I would only return back for lessons after 1 month of attachment.
DAMN.

Holiday for 1 month, didn't seems to be long at all.
But when I've attachment & on shift, time passes so slow. I kept looking at the clock, counting down to the time I end work.

I think I'm really not cut out to be a nurse, or maybe not a ward nurse. I won't be able to take it.

Shopping wasn't fulfilling today, didn't buy anything :(

Current Mood:

bored

Write

09 October 2009 @ 05:18 pm

Holiday blues

Left with 1/4 of holiday.
Time flies when you're having fun ):

ECP last wednesday was fun!
But totally burnt, now my skin is still tearing.
I look like someone with skin disease, horrible.

Hari Raya visting was awesome too!
Except it's quite tiring rushing to each other's house, and the food are so filing and yummy!

Sentosa outing next, but no one is planning. So i'm not too sure if it's still on.

Pictures owned :P

Write

24 September 2009 @ 06:08 pm

(no subject)

Seoul garden was awesome :)
Both of us eat until wanna puke.
LOL.
We walked around till our leg so tired, and taking photos at esplanade was so funny.
We used a very interesting way to take photo, shan't disclose. HAHA.

( Look, pictures :) )

My exam results are alright, but kind of disappointing. And yay, my blood test results are fine too!

Went with jolene to collect her laptop, WOOHOO, finally she can collect her laptop! Feel so happy for her! She has been feeling so sad because she doesnt have her laptop. TSK. HAHAHA.

Write

15 September 2009 @ 09:03 pm

(no subject)

Attachment make my leg felt like it has stepped on sour grapes.
So tired :(

Went NUH today for checkup,
CA125 result not out yet, so pray hard it's fine.
:D

Let's compare two walls

This is my sister's side of the room wall

This is my wall .

See the big difference?
Mine is like a piece of white paper,
her's like filled with collage.

It's nice la, but i think of taking it down, so OMG.
And i don't wanna make more hole in my wall.
HAHAHA.

RIP to my cousin's junior.
:(

"with the strength to carry on,
and you cast your fears aside,
and you know you can survive"

Current Mood:

tired

1 written | Write

07 September 2009 @ 11:26 am

(no subject)

Jiamin really don't feel like going for attachment.

:(

Current Mood:

gloomy

Write

07 September 2009 @ 12:14 am

LAUGH;

HAHA
what a hilarous day today.

Jolene spilled her secret accidently today
:D

I couldn't help but laugh whenever i think when Jolene spilled her secret.
HAHA.

Attachment again, but it's been not bad because the staffs there are really friendly!
Last thurs & fri was school health service,
I went to Qihua primary to see how the nurses work there,
and i think next time i really might consider working at health promotion board.

And, I met one of my KK patient there, OMGG.
She, still as usual, so naughty.
Keep making fun of me.
TSKK.

Holidays, when are you coming?
and, i hopefuly pray i would be fine :D
Hope that I'm just paranoid.

Current Mood:

funny

Write

29 August 2009 @ 12:50 am

(no subject)

I feel like running down orchard road, screaming "YAYYYYYYYYYYY"

Why?
Because finally, my long awaited exams are over.

But yes, only for 2 days.
Cheer or cry?

Send Nini and her friends off to aussie for oversea attachment today.

Bye, Nini, have fun girl!

She is so happy & excited to go, but most of my friends feel more worry.
HAHA.

I feel so jealous in a way to see them go, but then I would rather not go cause it's so lonely in a place you don't know without your family.
Oversea attachment is not with your friends, unless lucky you got at least a friend posted together with you.
That's why I won't like, feel so scary.

( Bye, Nini (: )

Current Mood:

happy

Write

25 August 2009 @ 10:03 pm

(no subject)

EXAMS!
I'm still having freaking exam!

TWO TWO TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MORE PAPERS TO GO!

today's biology paper was a killer, Dr Raj cheated my feelings.
Or rather alot of us the feelings.
I expected kidney to come out for essay, but it didn't!
and it came out stupid Vitamin A and Thyroid hormones, which i didnt even memorise at all!
Hallelujah!
Just seriously pray and hope i pass that's all.

Tomorrow is psychology!
Although it has killer 80 MCQs, but i like psychology, it should be fine.
HOPEFULLY, it's last minute studying still.
:)

And, HAHA.
Jolene said my drawing above, was lungs
-.-
It's kidney.

Okay, off to study.
Friday then is my freedom, wait, for just 2 days,
attachment next for 3 weeks then is finally, my 1 month freedom.
Cheers?

:(

Btw, someone is making me freaking annoyed.
What a selfish brat.

Current Mood:

grumpy

1 written | Write

23 August 2009 @ 08:28 pm

feelings.

I seriously don't understand you.
You know what he wants, and how he is like. but yet, you don't even bother asking.
Yeah i know how it is like between two of you, but still.

Getting real disappointed and upset,
just go, since you don't even care.

But the worse thing is i care about you two and i don't wanna lost you guys but you do things to make me feel so mad.
I feel so lost at times.

Current Mood:

irritated

Write

23 August 2009 @ 12:25 am

(no subject)

This is the best photo taken when the 3 of us went out.
Oh my, I really miss the sentosa trip when we spent like over 100+ playing all the games/ events in sentosa.
But it's super great, but my heart crack as my money fly away.

We're planning another trip, but not playing all games already.
Too expensive. I just can't wait for universal studio to open!
That's so freaking exciting!

Weekends make me extremely reluctant to study,
usually weekends = relax!
I've been telling myself from this morning till now, to study.
It's 00:43 already.
So what do you think?

Psychology has 80 MCQs, 20 marks SAQ,
does it sound crazy enough?
WTCrapppp.

And biology has so much to study too!
:(

All the horrible 2 hours module paper this week, somebody kill me.

My friends all going oversea attachment soon!
:(
I'll feel sad.

Current Mood:

stressed

Write

Advertisement

Advertisement