Sigh, what happen to me. You managed to make me feel upset once again without yourself knowing, maybe to you, i'm not that important. You ask me to cheer up but the problem was you. so how to cheer up.

My virgin clubbing experience wasn't so bad, i enjoyed the dancing part and with my friends :D

Was at the chalet for 3 days straight. Super shag now, need to sleep soon! Pretty much enjoyed, never had such fun for quite long. And finally the 7 of us met up together again ever since our clique chalet 2 years ago, FINALLY. Happy that we're all pretty much okay again :) Hope things would stay this way then.

Gotta catch up on my sleep, but i really enjoyed. Glad yun had an awesome birthday and our "smear cream on her face" plan worked! :) YAY.

TOODLES!

How i wish i got nice hair!

I wanna be skinny, pretty and have nice hair. but these are all impossible. LOL!

Still waiting for NHC and NUH call. SIGH. If else i'm gonna apply somewhere else. Can't wait to have money in my bank. But not looking forward to working. Hahaha, wish money would just appear in my bank somehow.

I'm so freaking angry, it wasn't even my fault. It was you being childish then you vent your anger on me! WTF. You didn't even ask me to go with you then you ownself arrange then i'm not going and you get angry with me and didn't even let me explain. Seriously, you drive up my sleeve!

I don't know how to express how emotional i am. I don't know what happen to me, i can't even be happy at all. I cannot bring up my mood no matter what. Just what exactly happen to me?

I really wished i could stopped myself from doing all those nonsense and causing all these kind of treatment. Was it my fault? Why do i always get this kind of treatment from people?

Where did the persistent and striving to live when i had cancer gone to? Now i really felt my life sucks totally and i think somehow life is totally full of shit.

Maybe i just ____ you.

what am i to you exactly?

I never thought that i would felt so upset just because i learnt that SGH did not select me. It may be my wrong during the interview. But i really hope that the second retry will work. I'm gonna try to apply to NUH too, but for far the online application got some problem, i can't seems to apply. so weird.

sigh, i really thought of just working in SGH. but well the green is greener on the other side. maybe other place may be better for me. see how, at least i have finally calm down.

really grateful for some of my friends who never fail to make me smile or happy and also understand how i felt. and thanks to my parents too :D

What a random decision but emily and i suddenly just decided to dye our hair when we intended to just swim and go home -.- But now i really love the smell of my hair after the treatment and the colour now. Because at least when my original hair grows out, it's not so obvious.

haven't take photos yet, too lazy. but love the treatment, my hair so soft and nice smell now :D

Love the show MAD, omg damn funny!

i'm so glad everything is fine now :D

I really don't know what to say about you. Is it my problem or your problem? I'm sorry if i have been bothersome, but i can't control myself.

I feel like going to K and sing all my frustrations away! How i really wish i could be someone that would stop thinking and worrying too much and stop bothering ppl until they are so irritated by me.

FML

It's the end of PRCP. I can't imagine it! 3 months passed so fast!

I'm gonna miss the ID babes and my preceptor much!

Can't believe i sign up with SGH. So scared with interview! :(

Went back to school ytd and met up with friends. Miss them much and doreen too!